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well im not sure why i wanted to post this here.. but maybe just to hear peoples reaction to what i wrote
but the story to this is.. i've had this on and off crush for this girl for two semesters now but in the recent months it's been getting really to me.
We are really good friends now (friendzone xD)
stuff has been going on..and lets just say its not been in my favor..
She ended up going for a close friend of mine.. who knew i liked her.. but he liked her as well...
it recently didnt work out.. so i decided i think its time to tell her my true feelings..
well this is a post on my (secret) xanga lol..i thought i would share.. feel free to comment.. you sound liek a stalker.. you sound like you're in love with her.. you're weird ahahaha all that jazz..
This is my xanga if you actually get bored enough to read my previous entries about her lol... www.xanga.com/the_truth_that_no_one_knows (pretty fitting user name huh?) lol i would have to add you for you to read it..so just friend request me if u like...
but here it goes
Saturday, April 21, 2007
Dear Lina,
Another sleepless night thinking about what's happening right now, and I've decided tomorrow I want tell you everything. All my thoughts and feelings for you, and how much I like you. I want tell you how much it hurt to hear how you tried to sungjoon's hand in the car and that you never tried holding mine. I want to tell you how hearing how you acted to sungjoon when you liked him, and you never acting like that to me. I want tell you everything. I want
to tell you how I hated to see you together, how I changed my daily routine of hanging with some of my friends just so I won't see you guys together holding hands. I want tell you everything. I want to tell you how it hurt to have a friend tell me Hey matt, i have to tell you something.. i saw Lina with another guy. I want to tell you everything. I want to tell you how my feelings for you, that i thought went away, came back to life. I want to tell you everything. I want to tell you how I hurt a girl who put me out on a limb and gave me a chance to be with her,because she was 3 years older then me, but then i decided to let her down because i realized i still had feelings for you. I want to tell you everything. I want to tell you how, thinking about you and what I should, do put me through a lot of sleepless nights. I want to tell you everything. I want to tell you how about this Xanga, and how I made it just to relieve stress thinking about you. I want to tell you everything. I want to tell you that even if I act to you like how i act with other girls, I do have feelings for you. I want to tell you everything. I want to tell you how I think you're the only girl for me, out of the 2098246987245987 girls at UCF. I want to tell you everything. I want to tell you how when people told me not to go for you anymore, because you decided to talk to my good friend. That I still would wanted to try if it didn't work out, because I still had strong feelings for you. I want to tell you everything. I want to tell you, maybe because I held in my feelings for you for so long, that it made me fall for you even more. I want to tell you everything. Forget it. I HAVE to tell you everything.
From me to you,
Matty
lol.. yeah.. i couldnt sleep tonight so i had to let everything out..
I dont know how much help to me it was for writing this when i told myself i'm going to tell her tomorrow.. but oh well..
I hope some of you enjoyed the little long read (IMG:style_emoticons/default/sweatingbullets.gif)
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awww thats sweeet . ^^,
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really !.
lolol .
-stephh.
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dude i hope all goes well for you. but these are my comments
i think it would be awkward for her because from what you said she sees you as a friend. next time in the future if you really like a girl make sure shes attracted to you before you get to know her personally. i usually keep a barrier between me and the girl i like ... just incase i get lets just be friend.
but good luck man.
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why would you friend still go out with her when he knows that you like her? thats not very nice.
but goodluck, hope it turns out the way you want it to
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You sound like a really awesome guy. If you really like her then tell her unless you don't want to ruin your friendship. Sometimes those feelings can ruin everything. Hm, I think it might be better to tell her how you feel about her because it'll at least ease you inside. When she went to your friend that's because she had feelings for him and she'd like to express her feelings; you should've done that as well. Express your feelings to see if that one person will accept your feelings.
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good luck with it my brother =) every situation is unique so make yours..well yours =)
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I'm jealous of Lina already. Really sweet. =]
Well, I guess, if you are going to tell her, be ready for anything.
Who knows what could happen. Just brace yourself for the consequences.
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thanks for the comments you guys =]
Your comments made me feel better .. lol
stephoo... thanks..i hope she thinks so too =]
rubi... thanks broo.. yeah i kno what you're saying xD..but she did seem like she liked me for little.. but then i guess i lost my chance lool
Green.lollipops...yeahh i kno.. apparently the girl didnt know i liked her.. and my friend asked me first.. and of course i can't tell my friend .. dont like the girl that you like because i like her i dont think thats right. lol
NanC.. thanks =].. totally agree with you.
xiong boi J.. Thanks doood
HeartSera.. .aww =D..thanks.. yeah.. im getting ready for the worst.. just so i dont get my hopes up lool
thanks again you guys!
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wow.... no you don't sound like a stalker.
you just sound genuine.
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aww this sounds uber cute~
if only things would work out for u (IMG:style_emoticons/default/blush.gif)
best of luck, maybe she'll have a change of heart if she ACCIDENTLY reads ur xanga hahaa
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aww thats so sweet.
why doesn't anybody like me?! =(
but if you're ready, then tell her. im sure it would be fine. and if she declines, well you know what? its her lost! and you should move to toronto so i can steal u LMAO
well g'luck! =]
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Any girl would be lucky to have a guy care so much...and be so sweet and genuine..best of luck!!!!!! (IMG:style_emoticons/default/excl.gif)
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just give us her screenname and we'll all link her to your xanga LOL
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sweeeeeet. hope it all works out.
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Awwwh that was sweet and I hope she thinks that also. Goodluckk! (IMG:style_emoticons/default/smile.gif)
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wish you the best and good luck!.. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/wink.gif)
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listen.. the girls on this page say it's cute because they are not the ones receiving this letter.. but that girl who gets this letter will just run.
u sound desperate,, you sound like a wuss.
girls hate hearing things like this and will just run..
the things you wrote are the type of things guys should never ever do..
1. it scares the girl away.
2. it makes you a girl
3. u are obsessing over her like there's no tommorrow
4. you are losing sleep over her.. why..?
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thanks for everyone's comment they're all nice lol =]!
Hippie hop- aw..thanks =]
sweeti sammi-haha.. me too!
Crazinessism- lol aw .. =DD
but i just wanted to respond to Follow_Me~~
bamidele- thanks (IMG:style_emoticons/default/happy.gif) !
ritzy!- lol.. sneaky! haha =]
MonicaXboo- thanks thanks!
Dorkygurl03-=D
Follow_me-
i hear what you're saying.. thats what i was afraid of..
But I think you misunderstood something. Me and this girl are really good friends. Enough where she could tell me anything..and i can tell her anything.. so im sure she wont be all creeped out where she'll think i was a wuss or n e thing.
its not like..some girl i see afar.. that i dont ever talk to... lol xD.. that would be creepy.. lol
Thanks again for yalls comments!.. im hopefully it works out tonight.. lol
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that's so sad & sweet..
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What a brave man you are.
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giving her the xanga is a very courageous thing to do.
its sweet and nice to other girls because they're not the one being liked.
honestly...
if a guy did this for me..
no matter how sweet and sincere and how special i should feel that someone likes me that much,
i'd FREAK.
so yeah...sorry to shatter your hopes/sound mean but i'm not exactly sure her response will be positive.
she'll probably be scared, feel stalked, avoid you, and also feel guilty.
and even though you and this girl are good friends...
things like this CAN break friendships apart.
i've seen it happen and it's happened to me.
where the guy and girl are like best friends and then boom, it's like who? i don't know anyone by the name of __
butt good luck to you (:
