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sorry if you don't celebrate new years.. my bad .
i'm not sure why i'm putting this in here.. but what the heck.. here it is:
Happy New Year to all.
Finally, it has arrived. Quite the ride it has been the past couple of years. Each year i wait hoping and praying for change to come and go like it always has. I look forward to whatever is to come...
Change: Something some of us see as terrifying, something we never want to come face to face with because we have become so used to the regularity of our lives already. For others, it has become a necessity of life, it became the stepping blocks to making it that much farther. Change is something as scientific as evolutionary growth, but it is also as simple as a haircut, a change in style, a change in life. A beautiful thing change can end up being, even if it is terrifying. What fun is life if you live it the same way day after day? Where do you see yourself in ten, fifteen years without change? Who will you be? Where will you go? What will your goals become? We are so easily persuaded that change is something that ought to be denied and run from. Many of us fear it because we fear that for once, things won't end up the way we prefer them to. We see misery, failure, disappointment, and loss in change. But then what is life without loss and all other dark things? What is there to grow from if you have not lived? Change and growth together can create a masterpiece of something wonderful. We just have to allow room for work to be done on us. If we break, we wait for more work to be done, hoping for someone new to come along and glue the pieces back together. It is always fixable they say. Change is always coming and going. it is there when we don't see it and when we do. It may tear us apart and let us fall, and fall hard, but it'll come back sooner or later to pick us back up.
Change: Something new. Something different. Something truly remarkable.
Oh boy, what change has done to us all...some of us not even realizing it as it passes us by. I myself was so blind to it. The end of the year is the best time for me to look back and articulate myself. I like to pick out the bad, good, and ugly inside of me. I try and find the things i did wrong, along with the things i did right. I love to remember the memories and for a few minutes just relive each one. It's kind of interesting now that i think about it. Change has done so much to me, but i don't see myself learning from it. It's a repetition of the same thing year after year. Strange.
New Years is always the time i pity myself for not capturing the moments that i look back on and find myself aching to go back to. I have forgotten so many things by accident and have no pictures of good times. All i have is my all mighty brain that can't remember much but what seems like the things i care not to remember.
However, there are better things that i can spend time rambling on about. How about the different people i met last year? yes, yes? Wonderful people they all are. I've learned so much from many of them. I've lost and found myself through a few of them a couple of times. I've been spoiled with friendships left and right, year after year. Sadly, half the time i can barely remember how we each became acquainted and how those friendships were bound as time progressed. I think i need to work on this memory deal. Anyways though, it is the people themselves who put smiles on my face, laughter in the air, and warmth to my heart. For that, i can only say thank you with all the gratitude a friend can have. There is little that i could do to show just how much i appreciate everything each of you do. All i can even come up with to say is an individual thank you to each and every one of you. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/biggrin.gif)
Let not my appearance at school scare you that things are not alright in the year of 2007; half of the time i can assure it will just be the lack of sleep. XD Please, don't worry. I'll make it to the end of the year, just like i always have.
Welcome 2007. We look forward to what you have to bring to us all. I can't wait...
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I read it so don't worry about it.
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lol thanks. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/rolleyes.gif)
